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Wednesday, December 05, 2007


training was .. goshness. at least things improved from last week. totally lost it.

interview tmr and i'm so not ready. oh well. melissa's been a dear. =)







i thought i had you, and then it's all over. those words i said are really how i feel. how i feel about things right from the beginning. it's not that i wanted you to feel bad. i just didn't like it. like. ahh. i dunno. i shan't say it was all empty promises, but you got me thinking real hard there. i wish a chance over the others also important to you. i just don't know how to make things clear to you, how to let you know. it's been long. but it's also been difficult, heart wrenching.


i need you as much as i need the world.


sung at 2:10 AM

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