i know i should be sleeping right now, but yah. i just felt i have to blog once more. feeling elated, happy, delighted, excited and everything.

sometimes when i don't get the things i want to get, i think about the reasons why. and then i realise, sometimes, things happen for a reason. and that exactly applies to this whole word called, love. okay. i'm gonna get all emo now, i don't knwo why. perhapes it's the wee hours of the morning, the ones which i am supposed to sleep through. heh.

i saw you one day, just like that. and all i wished for was for you to one day, just one day approach me to say hi. which, after 2 months, it happened. i don't know what i shall call this, but.. i really want you to know i never regret everything that i told you or talked to you about. instead, every word you say to me makes me smile. i found another person in you. a person i could pour everything to, a person that i could talk about literally everything under the sun. you'll look me into the eyes, those big and round ones, telling me that you wouldn't miss any word out while listening to me. perhaps, it's just the way you are. but this thing about you keeps making me smile and grin to myself. and i just can't find any words to explain how i'm feeling.

you are the one who pushes me on till the very end. the one who'll do anything in the name of this beautiful friendship, and i look forward to every other day of it in future. i don't know. i really don't. i think about it every minute of my life nowadays. my body tells me it's unhealthy, but my heart tells me that you are the one. i'll listen to my heart though. and you know why. i'm sure you do.

one wish, and this wish goes out to you. be mine...

and i regret not sleeping earlier. farhan will face a dead zombie tmr morning. =D

sung at 12:58 AM
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