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Monday, July 30, 2007


and this post is for you.

i know i may not be the one who can cheer you up, cheer you on and make you smile. i know i may not be the one who could just be anythig you need in your life. cos i can see very clearly where you're heading to. this friendship means alot to me, and i have no intention at all to ruin it, no matter what happens. i dunno. it's just that sometimes things happen so suddenly that i am taken aback by everything. and all i need you to is to stay happy.

i know i've been making you worry. and i made you angry too. but are the reasons for these really true? i dunno. things have been happening to me, since i knew you. but then again, i enjoy the times i have with you, all the stupid and funny things that happen, the ones that make me laugh till i forget every single negative thing in my life. maybe it's just you, maybe not. but as i think again, as i look into the friendship, i can't help but let go tears that were never intended by me to come out. it's as if i've known you for long, to feel this way about making you feel bad.

i often think about what i ever want in life. if it was all about happiness, i would have been happy. it's just that it's all happening too suddenly. promises made, promises that i try to keep. but somehow, circumstances come and go, that make it impossible to fulfil everything i've said. but i try hard, i try hard. and it has come to a point, where everything said matters. i don't like this feeling, i really don't. i don't wanna feel upset, i don't wanna be worried. i just want to live this whole thing happily.

because i know, that somehow, you're the one who has made me happy. very happy indeed. you're the cause of all my smiles these days. every little thing that happens is kept locked inside my heart. because it'll stay there forever, as memories that i'll never forget. and i'm sure i won't. you're just too nice to let go.

and honestly, i don't want things that happened to affect things between us. i don't know what to say. i don't know what i can possibly be for you. and i don't ever wanna know that you're crying. i don't ever wanna know that you're down. cos from now on, i never ever wanna make you worry. i just wanna see you happy, i wanna see you smile you heart out. there are really more to life than what you are thinking about. and i don't want it to seem that it's this thing i have for you that i have to say all those. it is, really, honestly, out of this friendship and care that these words are coming out.

and to all the nicest things you've done to make me smile, thanks.. alot. you're just too precious.

keeping you in my everyday prayers.


sung at 8:05 PM

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