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Thursday, June 14, 2007


i broke down again during training. i don't know why. i felt very disappointed, i felt like i've started all over again. i thought team mates accepted everyone's encouragements, everyone's advice, everyone's help. my intention was just to correct it. i wanted to explain, but she didn't wanna listen. i heard banging of the boards, my calls were not heard at all.

it affected everything i was doing, it affected my play. it affected how i looked on court. i just couldn't bring myself to continue, i couldn't stop myself from breaking down. and i'm still feeling the same way right now, i don't know why. i never thought i wouldn't want to forgive her for it, but i'm still affected. as much as i don't want to, i hope she realises all i wanted to do was.. help.

i'm so sick of floorball. like, really really sick. someone please tell me why i came into tp through floorball. whyyy.

wenlin is sweeeeeet. very very sweet. her blogg entry! haha. =))

and when the going gets tough for me, i know you're the one that will go through it together with me. you have been the reason i smile everyday. =D


sung at 7:22 PM

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