whenever i looked out of the window,
i saw stars twinkling in the dark sky.
i pictured myself in your arms,
telling you that i would never ever let you go.

i enjoyed every moment together with you,
i looked forward to meeting you everytime.
i thanked God i got to know you,
i thanked God for this friendship i thought was untouchable.

you showered me with an unlimited amount of care,
you did alot that would make me happy.
you tolerated all my nonsense
and you laughed along with me about anything in the world.

and then came along someone,
who aimed to spoil all the good moments between us.
who would have thought you would believe her?
who would have thought yous start ignoring me?

i was angry, i was furious.
i wanted to confront her,
but our friendship was just too precious
for me to fight over.

i cried my heart out
i felt lousy.
i prayed so hard for you to believe that eveything was fake.
but i failed, i failed badly.

and now, you're just a normal person in my life.
the friendship that i treasured so much in the past ended up as dust.
i wish you'd know i really mean it.
i wish you'd know.

that was my past. i pray and pray for this to end. because it's not worth it to be fooled and tricked by the person you hate the most in your life. i just hope you'd wake up, whoever you are. it not nice, esp when i think about how old you are, and i think about how childish you can get. come on. you don't want to live your whole life this way. trust me.

to the person who saw me and got me walking again, you've never made me this happy before. ilu. <33

sung at 12:18 AM
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