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Monday, May 07, 2007


it started off with smiles from you. and after the first few times, it became smiles from the both of us. who would have thought we could grow so close. things went so fine. everyday was just a day of smiles. the way you talked to me, the way you laughed with me, the way we could just start talking, and never stop.

but things just started to turn around. i dunno. you started turning away when you saw me coming round, you started pretending not to hear me call. you started ignoring everything i said. the smses never came in anymore. i tried. i tried to find out why. and i failed.

and now, i've found out something. was it because of it that all these started? did you appreciate everything you claim i did for you? or was it just to try to make me smile? i thought i had you to talk to. i thought i had you to pour out everything. well, i had you, and now i don't. i treasure this friendship. i know you didn't mean to hurt me, but yes. i was hurt, and i am still hurt.

will it ever go back to that way? i'll let you decide.


sung at 1:11 AM

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