i woke up today feeling grouchy. i felt so sad i had to do work. i woke up extra early to complete work. argh. i read a blog i wish i didn't read. but then again, it's okay.

i got done with OB, and cabbed to school. was too lazy, and it was drizzling. felt rather tired, and nauseous. and zihui and gang kept making fun of me. =(( it's okayyyy.

so intht was fun. funny. and i dunno. i got to put things sper indirectly here. like.. hawaii. and veron being maid. haha. it was darn funny. i love elspeth. my laughing partner. and renie's sweet to help me get my stuff. plan worked. =D

went to town, afte much persuasion. and cos mumy said that she would be fetching me back. had lotsa fun laughing with the rest. had a very good dinner. just wish there was more time. i was very cheered up. i just wanted to be as happy as i was previously.

i got the greatest pleasant surprise that i could ever hope for during his period. from heart shattering, i think that it has grown so strong. strong enough that it could leave a place for you right in it. strong enough that even i could carry your love around. if only it would turn into love. i would swear that i'll stay true to you. the way you smile, the way you talk, and the way you look at me, just lifts me up. i've never been so cheery in my life. you really created an impact on me. a positive one that is. LOVE.

and i know this much is true
its you that's become my addiction.
cos it's all because of you...
AH! I'M SCARED! =X



one day without msgs, without calls. i finally know how you've been looking at me. don't you ever dare say it's me who didn't start.

sung at 12:37 AM
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