the year is coming to an end. 2006 has indeed been hectic for me. preparations for the o levels, that one person, band and everything else. but one thing is that i'm still living and blogging. i'll definitely remember all the good times that i had. all the good stuff just had to end as everyone was just starting to have fun. sec 4 life has surely been a great one. from those sweet passing in class, to bringing snacks up after recess, to walking around in mr teo's class as if he's not there, to those loud arguments with ms ang, to ponning every single class we could during the post prelim programme, to playing a fool during chem practicals, to starbucking everyday and many many more. this year had definitely been my wildest.

2007 awaits. one more week, and then a whole new year begins. but then again. i hope it doesn't go bad. i wanna put all that happened in 2006 behind me. i want to start anew, i know i got to. i wanna close this chapter of my life, and open a fresh one. it has been tough for me, real tough. i wanna be able to fight like i was able to in case everything becomes this hectic again.

i wanna move on, and look forward to whatever life has planned for us. there were things i regret doing, there definitely things that i wish i never did. but what's done is done. i just wanna look forward to 2007. new year, here i come.


i came across this as i was viewing my email inbox. it's kinda sad that i feel this way now. maybe it was never meant to be. maybe. but i never wanna admit it, because i tried so hard to make everything work. it's been a year. one whole year. 365 days, but i never seem to succeed. i know it's a test from God. all i need is faith. now i dedicate this to one person that is very close to my heart. and i hope you know that it's you. you've not made this christmas the best, i hope you'll make my new year's the best. ilu. <33
"Regardless of whether I love you, hate you, wish you would die, or know that I would die without you… it matters not. Because once you come into my life, whatever you are to them in the world, you become everything to me. When I look you in the eyes, traveling to the depths of your soul, and I say, a million things without a trace of sound, I know that my own life is inevitably consumed within the rhythmic beatings of our very hearts. I love you for a million reasons. It’s a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt."

sung at 2:41 PM
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