come to think of it, maybe 2006 has proved to be the best year of my life. i dunno. so many things have happened, i think that it's kinda funny thinking about all the bad memories now.

like when someone threatened to beat me up just cos i was close to his gf. like what? i can't help it what. haha. and when i quarreled with valerie. arghh. that was so dumb i think. oh! the day out with her was just so fun. went to catch a movie, which wasn't really a movie la. soo mnay dumb things happened. when we were in the lift up to the theatres, these 3 boys got in, and they started discussing about the snacks they were going to buy.
1st boy: eh. i share popcorn with you ok?
2nd boy: eeee. i dun like popcorn leh.
there was a pause.
2nd boy: eh. why you like popcorn ah? it's just stupid corn that can pop!
lol. me and valerie tried soooo hard to control our laughter. there were a few other adults also trying to control their laughter in the lift, but they all got out early. lol. the boys ran out when we got to the 7th floor. then after that we saw them in the theatre. i took out the jacket and covered my face. we were sitting on the aisle seats, so we heard their conversation.
1st boy: eh. ppl take our seats leh!
2nd boy: huh. then how? you sure not?
1st boy turned to look at the screen.
1st boy: NO WONDER LA! we're in the wrong theatre!
haha. me and valerie burst out laughing again. super funny. haha. weird ppl la. we went to have waffle at gelare after that. yummmy. then we had to go off. had fb training at vs. went ok only. disappointed.

went for tp training ytd. had friendly with northland sec. haha. so disappointed with myself. ugh. saw melissa darling doing pull ups. haha. irritating. went to watch the trials and then caught night at the museum, after much persuasion. irritaing idiot. heh. nice nice nice movie! laughed like shit la.

well. i think i'm gonna miss 2006. i know, i may have said in the last post that the year was bad and all.. but honestly, it has left me alot of lessons to be learnt. i guess i'll take them all on the positive side.

my resolutions [uh.. it's gonna be funny.]
1 - be a good daughter. [i know i've not been one this year. haha]
2 - SAVE MONEY [i have to save. i'm broke now. broker than broke in fact]
3 - continue floorball. [i'm not gonna give up. i can't.]
4 - don't forget my sec sch mates. [they're the ones that made my 2006 sooo great!]
5 - excel in whatever school i get into. =))

every night, i pray and pray for you to come by. i think about you. your smile, your charisma, everything that attracts me. when i eventually manage to close my eyes, i see you in my dreams. it's when i wake up and realise that it's not reality, that i lie in bed and cry. i feel your touch, and i imagine myself never letting go of you. the arms that hold me close to you reassures me and pushes me to hold onto you forever, and never give up. i promise never to upset you, but to make you smile.

i'm thankful that i ever got to meet you.
i'm thankful that we got the chance to talk.
i'm thankful for all the outings we had together.
i'm thankful i get the chance to spend time with you.
i'm thankful for being able to feel the love that i've always wanted.
i just can't find the right words to show how thankful i am.

be mine. i've fallen for you. fallen for you too much than i've expected. ilu. <3

sung at 9:07 PM
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