it's just 11 days to the bio practical. i just wonder how i'm gonna cope, or moreover, to really know things inside out before the exam. i dunno what's been keeping away from my books, but it all goes down to one thing la. i just need support. to think about the results i'm gonna get, it just scares me.

i've been told many times that if i strive, i will do it. i just hope that i can do it. oh wells. night studies in school really have been a failure. don't like it at all. i just hope they know why.

so you're gone. and i'm pretty glad that it came at this time. it was a pain having you around. i dunno why i couldn't do anything that you could. thank god you're finally finally gone. i feel so much free-er then the time i had to talk to you. past one week's been good without you around. finally.

i was talking to MDC and i realised that there are actually alot of other good stuff that life has in stored for me. i realised i really could bring myself to life a carefree life. the talks and smses i had with her was just great. she just makes it all easier for me. i realised how much i wanted to appreciate what i'm already having, instead of going back to the past, where i would just breakdown and cry. the problems and worries she shared with me, i never expected it at all. it's just great to share the same views on a particular subject, and the end talk about it as if we ahve known each other for a very long time. thanks for being there for me whenever i needed to talk. you just make my day everyday. it's sad that i'm leaving soon. i will definitely miss all the things i've been doing for one special someone. thanks alot. =))

sung at 10:29 PM
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