i read ice's blog and i realised how fast time has actually passed. it seems like vivala III was just this year. but no. we played vivala IV this year. i keep thinking we competed in syf this year, but it was actually last year. but whatever it is, i know that memories will forever remain as memories.

i remember those times when all of us weren't even close. we were like strangers, and it all seemed we would never be able to talk. but one day, i don't know how it all happened. i just feel blessed that i have met friends like them. they're the ones who have made me realise what i can make out of life, how i can turn bad things around and make them good ones.

i will always remember the times you guys stood by me, when i had a lot of things to think about. the concern that you offered was everything that i could ever ask for. i just cannot be more thankful. thanks alott.

i had a few weird dreams yesterday. dreams that scared me, and one of them, that brought back precious memories. my previous post expressed it all. it all came back, and made me pray and wish that i could turn back time. i wish you would just come back into my life the way you did earlier, the way i enjoyed it previously. i wish you never left, and i promise i will never hurt you if you come back. baby, ilu. <33

sometimes i sit down to think about how lucky i am to have met many people who have made a difference in my life. alot have happened over the past 2 years, and now, reality strikes again. it's my 'O' level year, and my future somehow lies in it. also, i completed 4 years of band, and i just can't bear to leave. it's funny how i hated band, and now, when i can finally leave, i don't want to.

someone once told me that i should appreciate life the way she does. i wish i could, but it all seems impossible because of a some issues that keeps bothering me. i hope i'll be able to shut it all out from me. i pray and pray for him to be mine, forever..

sung at 6:56 PM
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