so the prelims are finally over. i pray for better results la. a maths was okayy, kept making mistakes. really tired. hahaas. but oh wells, i'm glad i could go back and do the questions again. was so glad when time was up. really wanna rest from the whole two weeks of study.

chem prac was after school. mrs chua wanted to expose us to more types of questions. was quite fun. got one, had to test gas with lighted splint. the lighted splint made a small flame at the mouth of the test tube, floating on the gas! whee! hahaas. so cool. i did it 3 more times, and went over to JOquek to help her. hahaas.

i went for training yesterday. finally had a chance to play. it was fun. got to know a few stuffs too, but yeah. i think it's time i let reality control me, not me control reality. oh wells.

going out with sheryl and debbie later. finally getting what i want. can go shopping! hahaas. one more day to slack for me and ryl. then we'll go all the way!

continuing this just hurts me like nth has ever hurt me before. i've been unhappy many times, and all i must listen to is you. please, respect me alright. if you want others, go ahead. i'm telling you straight now. i think i've wasted my time on you. your actions have told me everything, and they no longer will change my mind. i gave you time, but nth changed. don't ask me to be sorry, think about yourself first. you know how others see you, i don't know why you're not changing. i stood beside you all this while, but you never ever appreciated it. u like the others? go on. i wish them all the best to fall for you.

sung at 1:38 PM
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