so it's been 2 weeks since i've updated. been really busy, many things been happening. the pace is just too fast. prelims are starting next week, and i don't know if i'll just faint halfway through. never been this gan-chiong in my life, i just want 80 days from now to come, so all can do is sit down, sleep, sit down again, sleep again and do everything and anything that i ever wanna do.

had some fun though. i love that JOquek. she's crazily crazy. mrs chua talked to us the toehr day about our chemistry results. made me feel like she thinks we never bothered studying at all. maybe she feels that way. but what the hell. i studied so hard la. i just can't score okayy? and when tears rolled down my face, she said 'farah.. i'm sure you are made of stronger things than that.' what the la. i almost burst out laughing. she asked JOquek what she didn't know. then that JOquek replied 'i dunno what i dunno.' i almost felt like smacking her. so funny can. hahaaas.

i dunno what else happened. oh. played soccer with the guys during on friday. we played against this sec one class. damn fun. i took over as goalie for awhile, and then resigned after one dive, and 2 concedes. =( my leg was itching like crazy. i wanted to chop it off. mr tan was so evil in the staff room. never imagined he would do sucha thing. sad-ness.

just as i expected. things between you and i never happened the way you promised. just so disappointed that it just had to turn out this way. it's not as if you don't know me. these few days just proved otherwise. i put so much hope, i was happy whenever i thought about you, how you managed to make me smile everytime i wanted to but couldn't. you made things come true the way i wanted them to, and i really enjoyed every minute i had with you. but now, things just has to turn out this way. i wish it didn't have to. you've disappeared, and i want you to come back..

iloveyoudarling.

sung at 12:02 PM
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