so today was band investiture. i spent so much time wrapping and writing the cards, that i only had merely 3 plus plus hours of sleep. but oh wells, it was all worth it.

so i asked jonathan over at 1pm together with zak. slacked for a while, then left, before it started to rain. was having mixed feeling about the ceremony. don't know what was gonna happen. really didn't want histroy to repeat itself.

we arrived, and weren't allowed to enter the band room. so i ran off with their sign board. hanif got blamed in the end. hahaas. when we were finally allowed into the room, saw the deco. not bad. the sec 3s had great ideas, including cards on out seats that had special awards on it. i got 'most sporting girl'. hehh. well, really happy la.

we played our pieces, and the juniors started crying. sir's speech was really inspiring. it was really touching. made me think twice. didn't really want to leave the band so fast. the fun has only just started. it's always the case. just as you are enjoying yourself, the fun just has to stop. the promotions were not bad, just so interesting to find out the new leaders. special congratulations to desi!!! you're just one great girl. stive for GOLD ya! =))

after all the certs were given out, i just sat there thinking why it all had to end so fast. i couldn't and i just didn't want to get off my seat. but i had to. started giving out my presents, and also received. got a cute pooh beany pillow from farhana and vanessa. the other presents were so nice. another beany pillow thingy from the trumpeters, a flower thingy from fadhil, sweet and more sweets from su juen, rui zhen and wanting. ahh. and more. so many. ended up carrying 5 big bags home. and the thing was im wasnt even going home. lol.

went over to kfc to wait for someone. the others were talking. bernice kept telling me shut up. haha. and that she missed me. then she hugged me! yayy! finally she hugged me. so i went off earlier, the queue at kfc was just so long, that after waiting for 30 min, no food came. haha. went to meet him, and went to haagen daz. had so much fun talking, didn't know he was so friendly. hahaas. time passed too fast la. haven't finish talking need to go home. hahaas. i must say the ice cream was fantastic. lol. really apprecited the company la. thanks alot! =)

so now, i'm just sitting here to think. what it's gonna be like not going for band. those times spent together with the others every week after band. the times we'll go for dinner together, the times we spent evaluating the practices. some were bad, and we'll find out what went wrong. the laughters we had, the tears we shed. everything has just come to an end. i never knew how to appreciate things when it's all happening, and when i finally have to leave it, it all comes to me. i wished band never had to end.

special thanks to desi and the horn section. i never felt out of place though i cam in so late. i appreciate all your help and effort when i was transferred to play the horn. thanks so much for your kind heart and patience. i can't really express how thankful i am. thanks you guys. =) and to the trumpet section, thanks for supporting me throughout this period. =D

oh wells, better stop slacking and start studying. i've got my motivation. =))

sung at 1:05 AM
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