so it's been a long day for me. 3 periods of bio, 3 periods of chem. just kills. after school, still had extra lessons. whole afternoon of a maths. wasn't really in the best of moods then, didn't do much during a maths.

so we've come so far. the time span isn't very short, as everyone knows. it's just breaks my heart, that you could actually think of doing such. i just wish i was happier. i put in so much hope in you, i forgot everything that could actually be obstacles, if we ever start anew. i just want you to know that i have NOT forgotten you. i hope you know that. life hasn't been good without you around.

i was hurt, i was shattered when i read everything just now. i just didn't understand why i had to go through all these. is it that hard to win you back? i wanna stay on my two feet and stand strong. but i just fall when i see the chance fading. i need someone to pick me up, i really do.

i want you to know that i still think of you. you have left precious memory that i can never ever forget, let alone get out of my head. those times with you were the best of my life, and i want it to remain at the top. you have been the one that picked me up, and i don't wanna fall again.

i love you.

i thought you were my fairytale
my dream when i'm not sleeping
i wish upon a star
it's coming true...
but everybody else could tell
that i confuse my feelings
with the truth
that there was me and you...

but then you went and changed the words
now my heart is empty

now i know you're not a fairy tale
and dreams were meant for sleeping
my wishes upon a star
just don't come true
coz now, even i can't tell
that i confuse my feelings
with the truth...

cause i like the view
when there was me and you.

come back.

sung at 7:42 PM
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