well, e maths was a great disappointment. not confident of doing well. i mean, i think i did it too slowly, till i had to rush. not sure if my answers are correct. sighh. malay was like shit? i kept falling asleep, and just couldn't concentrate. well, at least i managed to understand the comprehension like how some of the others did.

i've not been sleeping well for the past few days. i'm not sure why though. it's like, i can lay in bed for so long, like 3 hours, before i finally fall asleep. and before i know it, my phone rings and tells me it's time to get up and go to school.

it's been a really bumpy phase of my life these days. it's a wonder how i have been able to hang on till today. i've always believed that i should look on the brighter side of things, even though it isn't good. i've always told myself that there must be a better way to live off the bad stuff in life. i don't really know if it has worked, but things doesn't seem as bad as i thought it would be.

i know that this can go on, and i really hope it will. i've never been more thankful to everyone and anything that has made this journey possible. this journey, i believe, can go on, if we want it too. ive always treasured everything i've got, and i thank god that He ever gave me the chance to experience this. i'll never forget the days when i was elated by each and every single thing that came by. i've never been more happy than this. honest.

5 months, 2 hearts, 1 love. life's never been this great. i would give you everything, there's nothing in this world i wouldn't do. to ensure you happiness, i cherish every part of you. because without you beside me i can't survive, i don't wanna try. if you're keeping me warm each and every night, i'll be alright.. i just wish there was more. but it's ok. i'll wait. =))

iLOVEyou.

sung at 8:12 PM
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