okay. so i went to whitesands just now. was looking for friends but in the end went with mummy. spent like 50 bucks at popular. i needed to get stuff la.

walked around whitesands, looked at the 30gb iPod video. mum said she'll buy it for me soon. yayy. =) it started raining cats and dogs so we decided to take the cabby. haha. i almost fell down 3 times under my block. my slippers has no friction at all. lol.

my right knee and ankle are aching. ouch. always happens when it rains continuously. ughh.

i guess there's just some things that we need to thrash out. you told me you had this kinda feeling before, well, i guess i finally get to experience it. all those mood swings and all, well, i guess it's not really because i was really going through mood swings, but the thought of everything that has been happening. just clenches my heart like it's never been clenched before. i was disappointed that you didn't realise that part was for you, cause i was hoping you did. well. i guess i'll have to find my way out of this mess myself. i wish i had someone to talk to.

Talk to me
That's what my love is here for
Can't stand to see those tears in your eyes
I'd do anything that takes to make it right
Should I hold you close so set you free to fly

farah.

sung at 5:33 PM
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