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Wednesday, April 19, 2006


i thnk i've never experienced the feeling i'm having now. i mean, i don't know why, but i feel something's bothering me real bad. well, maybe it's nth, maybe i decided to take things badly. i really hope it is.

well, these few days hasn't been good for me. i've not been paying attention in class. my mind drifts away easily, and takes a loong time to come back. and the thing is, when i snap back to reality, i realise i'm always thinking about the same thing. is this the feeling God wants me to have? is this the feeling He wants me to think about and reflect? i dunno.

i've been talking to Hida and Diyana a lot about whatever's going thru my mind. i hate it when i have to. it just hurts to know that my life is like that. Diyana says i should forget it. and Hida, ahh. she just makes me laugh. maybe i will forget it, but i guess i'll still think about it sometimes. gosh.

so i'm left with a week to study for mid years. stupid exams. why can't they just abolish all the exams. it'll leave us students, leaving a happier life. =D

i wanna go to the movies. =(((((

i miss the dearest. honest. <33


sung at 3:44 PM

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