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Tuesday, March 14, 2006


things has not been going good in the house. nth's been going good. seriously. what kind of pressure do they want on me? i just don't know why i must face all this shit. is this a call for me to stop studying? or is it a call for me to give up?

mum upset me damn bad ytd. so bad, i still tear whenever i think about it. jus had to secretly shed a few during band just now, couldn't concentrate on the music we were playing. i just wish i wasn't born into a world this bad. i just want my life to be like the life of people i know. i know, the dearest has told me to be appreciative and accept whatever we get in life. but this kind? i may sound naive to understand anything, but really. i can't live in it.

everything that happened yesterday is still lingering clearly in my mind. i can't believe what actually happened, but i guess what is done is really done. i won't forgive them anytime soon, and i really won't.

farah k. ='(


sung at 11:15 PM

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