i think it was a damn wrong move by you. i just hope you would ask me about it before actually taking action. i mean, i know that you're older, more sensible than i am, but.. i just hope you'll think about how i'll feel. i just don't get it. i mean, we do complain and stuff. i know you care about me. but what will other people think? ughh.

i hope you'll understand that i was just relating what had happened since she asked. i so know that everything is referring to me, call me whatever you want. i just wanna let you know that my main aim is not what you think it is. honestly, i just wanna do my best. i don't wanna work as an individual, I DON'T WANT TO. i care about people who are with me. i may seem like the kind you see me as, but.. i just hope you'll get things right. sorry for whatever i have caused. i want you to know that i still am interested.

i just feel like locking myself in my room and cry myself to sleep. =(

chinese new year is not gonna be great at all for me. i have so many things to think about. i just hope i'll be free of all the troubles by the time the holidays are over. sorry guys about my mistakes, but i just wanna let you know i still care. i want the best for us. sorry.

school isn't that great for me, tests tests tests, and a mock exam coming up. i just hope i'll find my motivation soon, be able to get the results i want and make mummy dearest and dad proud. i love them, as much as i love the one that made things happened. <33

i miss you loads dearie.

farah k.

sung at 10:45 PM
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