Sunday, December 04, 2005
so blogger refused to post ytd's post. ahh. whatever. i think it still not gonna post this post. but.. oh wells. still feeling kinda depressed, pissed and stuff. everything negative. today went for apac, cool stuff. the matches were great, sg girls champions. was feeling kinda tired. straight after that, hung around for awhile. everyone went off early, so we went off with baze to her house to take bus.
seriously, i don't know what is happening. i just feel that everything is falling apart. practically everything. i seriously hope this feeling will fade away soon. coz i hate it. everythign just feels so deifferent now. seems that i can't do anything.
sorry if it still hurts you. i hope that it will be put back, behind us. coz honestly, you're a great person in my eyes. thanks for accepting people like us. you're the one that has made these 6 months enjoyable. i hope we will go back as what we were when we first knew each other. sung at 8:45 PM
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