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Tuesday, December 27, 2005


here i am again. just felt like blogging. you know, people don't see this, but i'm honestly a worried piece of shit. i'm just itching to know what will happen to me when i get my o level results in 2007. i just don't know how to get myself to work hard, or even sitting down to do my daily homework.

like i've mentioned. next year will be a real hectic one for me. league starts in 10 days, that keeps my whole weekend occupied. sec one orientation gets me away from lessons for the first few days. band practices in preparation for vivala steal my time to revise. not forgetting, i still have floorball trainings to keep up the momentum during the league. i'm fully packed, and i just don't know what will happen to me.

i've been compared with my cousins. a feeling that no one likes, especially when you are on the losing side. they were born with the brains, i wasn't. they have all the time in the world to study, i don't. maybe its just me, but hey. i choose to believe, and i know i can.

i just hope everything will be okayy. i just have to work extra hard next year i guess.

God give me strength.


sung at 6:50 PM

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