so i'm back from my so called christmas getaway with my relatives from my mum's side. must say it wasn't really anythign fun, just the stuff those kids were doing to make it so laughable about. haha. ahh. the trip ain't worth talking about. haha.

i was in my hotel room in malaysia thinking about christmas. it was then that i realised it was just 6 days from the start of a new year, 2006. right now, the count stands at 5 days. it only seemed like yesterday that i was celebrating the start of 2005, but no, reality just strikes back. 2006 is approaching. one hectic year for me, my o levels.

as i thought further, i couldn't help but to think of the many thigns that happened this year. to start of, the beginning of my upper secondary life. i never knew how hard it would get for me. i was, and am still a non-serious student. a happy-go-lucky one. its a wonder i manage to pass and move on to the next level. then came THAT guy. a relationship that never worked out, though it seemed that nothing bad was going to happen. but well, it did. everyone should know how badly i took it, but oh wells, its ok now.

after all those sadness, there came a period when i felt the whole world was against me. i seriously have not forgotten that incident after band practice one fine day. if YOU think that it has left me, please know that it has not left me, not even abit of it. sorry i have to bring this up again, but hey. its a free world. at least your name is not in this entry. be thankful.

i was left in a state of loss for a moment. at least some were around to support me. those are the ones that i call TRUE friends. special thanks to them. love ya guys. i remember the day when i received my MYE results. i was shocked, i didn't do THAT well. i told myself to buck up, but i guess it didn't work. oh wells.

the month of june came around. the expedition to trengganu was great, i enjoyed everything about it. and i still can't believe the fact that throughout the 6 days, i only took a bath sayy.. 2-3 times? haha. coolness. when i got back, got some info that sheryl and jun were moving to another club. i thought about it for quite some time, and i kept reassuring that i was gonna leave because i wanted to, not because they dragged me along. it was a hard decision, but i decided to move on. i'm enjoying myself. =)

after the holidays, alot of mishaps happened. greatest apologies to valerie and bixuan. both for different reasons, but hey, we're 'civilised' enough to accept everything ya. and thanks to valerie for understanding thsoe situations. goshh. it was scary seeing you so pissed off everyday. haha.

everything happened so quickly. EOY was another big thing for me, but i still failed to study smart. i just managed to scrape through it. haha. oh well. i think that will be one of my new year's wishes. to study harder. goshh.

so the year is coming to an end. but memories, good or bad, will forever remain within me. to my dearest, thank you ever so much for all the great times i have with you. you just make my day, everyday. love ya. =D

farah k.

sung at 11:48 PM
______________________________________________