oh well. i woke up late today. around 1. i dunno. i just felt like sleeping in till the afternoon. got up, washed up and watched a few minutes of tv. then decided to come online to check mail. lol. was greeted by baze and her jokes. kinda made my day. so fast! lol.

i dunno why, but i decided to finish up my emaths hw that i started on yesterday. kinda fun la. lol. I LOVE MATHS. lol. i thought about alot of things when i was doing my work. some stuff that i really wanna achieve from now till the end of my o's.

i've been thinking about my someone's reactions to my results every year. some of which really hurts me. honestly, i've tried my best. and my results aren't those borderline cases. its clear that i would be promoted. but still, its nth to you. honestly, i try my best to get back the best, not for you, but for me. since you said that i should care for whatever i do, fine. then again, i think about the past. you, just saying things as if its so easy to achieve. you compare me with the other students, asking why i can't achieve results like theirs. honestly, you think i don't want that? i've tried my best alright. its whether you wanna believe it or not.

i've told myself, i've got now till nov next yr to prove myself. i can, and i will.

farah k.

sung at 4:22 PM
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