okay. i'm pissed. blogger irritatingly didn't wanna post my previous post. oh well. i'll start again.

so i was supposed to go for training ytd, but something came up, so i didn't. felt bad though. i wanna train. met ryl at 1330, then went off to meet jun. she came at 1530. haha. we started our usual talkings. i love them both! haha.

so after my meal, we went to tiasa. haha. went to change first. lol. got into tiasa, the guy asked if we were from pasirian. was dumbfounded at first, but then we said we're gone from there. haha. hmm. he said he recognised me. so scary. lol. so we looked around, i didn't have any intentions to spend there. but in the end, guess what. i spent $168 there. got a new stick and a tee.

was so happy, haha. we hung around for quite some time, then went home. haha. fun day indeed. haha. finally got to catch up with jun. haven't been seeing her. haha.

i've been having dejavus lately. scary ones. its like, what i dreamt or saw before, its the exact same thing when i see it again. oh wells. if its not a dejavu, then i'll be at some place i've been in the past, a place which i don't wish to be at again. the thing is, i just wish it hadn't happened. i swear i've move on, but things definitely haven't been the same.

i was sitting down at this particular spot this morning, when it just struck me about the place i was at. i was laughing with my pals then, but my face changed. i wished they haven't chose that spot, but oh well. u gain some, u lose some.

i just think about him nowadays. i don't think of bringing back the unforgettable past to real life, i just think of being best friends with him. i think about how he is, i think about his happiness. i just don't want him to think about it, i just want him to enjoy his new found love. but the main point, i want the friendship back. i swear i've moved on, i'm also very happy with it. all i want, is the beautiful friendhsip we had before everything happened. coz, you are, and will always be a great friend to have.

but for now, i just wanna enjoy my time with my pals. i love them, i love the state that i am in now. my pals are always around for me when i need someone to talk to. these pals are the ones that i will treasure forever, the ones that i will never forget. thanks for always being there for me, you guys. if there's one thing i'll wish for, it will be to have you guys in a beautiful friendship throughout my whole life. thanks for being there for me. =D

farah k. much happier.

sung at 6:20 PM
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