sigh. today went to school for only 30 min. to sit for mt lc. so lame la. haha. but i think i screwed up. hehh. ahh. had some misunderstandings and stuff after my paper. but, didn't bother to say anything. just went with the flow. have to give in sometimes ya know? sometimes? ugh. maybe everytime.

went to watch skeleton key with qy, val and jon. cool show la. but i hated the ending. sorry qy. haha. was too afraid la. haha. i wouldn't recommend to others though. not very 'wow-wy'. haha.

have i ever told you how much i miss fb? man. if i haven't, i MISS FLOORBALL SO MUCH! haha. haven't been going for while now. coz of the exams and now, dilemma. fasting month. but i think i'll be going this sunday. have to endure man! =)

what else can i talk about. hmm. i just hope things will go abck to what it was back then. i mean, i'm just sick and tired of having to give in to you and stuff yeah? its always you that is correct, and the only reason i don't say anything is because i don't want any party to be hurt. its like. because of tiny-weeny things that i can't even see why, you will spoil the mood that is around. it makes me feel so bad to see you like that, and the reason why i've been like that is because of this. seeing you like when i hate it just hurts me k. so please, think about how i feel before you give me all those crap.

to you: i suddenly have this feeling that you are doiong all those just to make me happy, without any intention to move on. honestly, i try so much to make you happy, and everytime you say yes, its a no. well, seriously, you can choose to stop making me happy, if you don't have any intention at all to move on with me. coz.. i can give you my heart, that's the only thing that i can give you for now. if it's not enough for you, then i'm not for you.

farah k. <3

sung at 7:36 PM
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