Thursday, October 13, 2005
many things have been happening, just over a short period of 3 weeks. the times i started studying for the exams right to the day that i finished my last paper. i still see it continuing, and i just hope that it continues forever. get the picture? =)
well, its just that i think i've pretty much seen part of what i will be in future. it all started on that night when i met you. that was, 2 years back? when i was in sec 1. obviously, i was still an innocent child, and i didn't suspect that your gestures were of much to what i am feeling right here, right now.
time passed, and i things started to get way beyond what i expected. the happy times i had with you had to come to an end. you knew i was still in my teens, but still, you chose not to accept it. thus, we had and we had to end all ties we had together. i was sad, of course, but still, life had to move on.
i thought i had forgotten about you, but you suddenly came back into the picture one day this year. i knew that what we had in the past had already left me. i am a new me, the farah that you are seeing today. honestly, after what happened to me from january to march this year is forgotten. i have put those times behind me.
that night, when i met you, i could just feel the warmth and security when i'm with you. u offer me everything, everything that can truly make me happy. i know that there is one factor that you and i keep thinking of, but nevertheless, if you don't mind, i won't. because its all about you, baby.
i hope what i have with you will never have to be put aside by me. i love you. <3
farah k. =)
sung at 10:09 AM
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