well well. what can i say? this few days have really been shyt for me. kinda regret believing in someone. someone i'd rather not mention. seriously, you do know that you are entitled to more freedom than me rite? i know. you may have graduated from top schools and all, but common. i'm only in sec 3. you don't expect me to waste my future on you rite? it just hurts me too much when you have to say all those. to think that you were always on my side. to think that you have covered me with your warmth by saying all those.
honestly, i don't know why i've been believing you. so much for getting angry. since i'm not the one who can accompany you forever, why keep asking me to be by your side? its not as if i'm free all the time you know. i have me life as a student too. surely, i can't help it if you're free and i'm having lessons rite? whatever la. i know your brain is like so much more of use than mine, so mind you. i care for my future alright. and i don't wanna ruin it because of you and your bloody fucking excuses for me to come to you. coz honestly, i know what you are thinking alright. stop playing with people's heart. its not as if you want others to do it to you. jerk-o!

sickening people with sickening arses. what is the world coming to? oh well. enough about all those shyt. the EOYs are here! argh. eng starts tmr and then hell begins for a week. then im free for the year. hope i'll so fine. heh. to all of you having you promotional examinations, all the best! god bless!

farah k. =)

sung at 9:52 PM
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